With all of this going on in my head, I think aboutthe beautiful woman who’s lives were taken too soon because of disgusting pigs that live among us. Yes I called them Disgusting Pigs.
It breaks my heart everytime I see the struggle. If I am scared then I can only imagine the fear of those Beautiful souls. How can we stop the murders and stolen woman of our indiginous nations?
Honestly, I would rather be paranoid. That makes me human. I keep calling myself schizophrenic. I am Not. Hahaha not that there is anything wrong with being unique. Spread awareness of the huge problems happening.
“The feeling that you’re being threatened in some way, such as people watching you, even though there’s no proof that it’s true.”
I walk, I love walking. I wrote about this before. I am convinced that men are following me. I do plan on making a report. I see the same exact vehicles, people. It terrifies me. Gotta follow my gut feeling that something is very wrong. I don’t like this at all.e paranoid but I feel I have reason to be.
Says all the people who get paranoid. Hahaha I am okay I swear. Just working through everything. I am scared. I am okay though. Just gotta refresh my thoughts.
It is normal to be paranoid sometimes, you know? That is the defense mechanism sensing something isn’t right. I know this but just in case, I thought I would write my thoughts and feelings on this one.
” A complex emotion that encompasses feelings ranging from suspicion, Rage, to Fear, to Humiliation.”
Oh I used to be jealous of all the beautiful looking woman. It really effected me negatively 100 percent. I would get so mad at my exes for even taking a little peek.
I was Jealous because of beauty from the outside. As we all have I am sure. I now realize that I am just as Beautiful as anyone else on this planet, inside and out. I am worthy of being alive and loving myself.
So much Gratitude for human beings. I am unsure why but I Love it. 😁
I remember a lot of the good times you all have given me. Thank you. I remember the bad times too, Thank you.
I thank you because I wouldn’t be who I am today if I didn’t meet you guys. I forgive you for the pain you caused me. I am so Strong because of it.
You guys actaually have a heart but it is the shame, embarrassment of showing emotion and being vulnerable. It means a lot to me that you were in my life for the amount of time that we were together.
Thank you, I wish you all nothing but the best and I hope you have learned to Love who you are. To show yourself the kind love you showed me while we were alone. Or in the good moments. Thank you to my exes.
” The quality of having experience, knowledge, and good judgement; the quality of being wise.”
My friends that are very close to me have many wise words. So much knowledge about our brains and how they work. Wisdom is in everyone. I am wise as well, all the pain I have endured has taught me to be Stronger. I Love myself even more for Fighting.
When you show your Love and Confidence in yourself it is like magic almost. Ever wonder what that feeling is. You can have that magic. You must believe in yourself because sometimes we don’t have a person who believes in us. So for me personally, I believe I am going to make a difference in a good way. Even if it only supports few. Thats what matters to me. I matter, You matter! I believe in all of you beautiful Stars.