When I was younger I always wondered what it was like to have a Dad. Every fathers day, on or around it, you were always in my thoughts. My mom had a picture of you with a motorcycle. I thought that was the coolest thing ever. Although I don’t think I will ever get on one. Haha

I want you to know that you did nothing wrong. Yes, you missed a lot. So did I. It is okay. I always thought maybe I am not good enough. I have always been so self degrading, self-loathing. I don’t feel unwanted anymore. I am on this Amazing Journey to being who I am supposed to be.

I understand why you were not there. I don’t blame you for anything. I Forgive you for not understanding me. I also didn’t understand myself. I want to say I am sorry. I am sorry for causing emotional pain to you and the family. I hope that one day you will forgive me.

Thank you for all of the Love you showed me despite my behavior. That goes for the entire family as well. Welcomed me with open arms. I have learned a lot and I will continue learning. Thats life, “We live and we learn”. Love you

Stay Shining

I am not writing this to embarrass you, or shame you at all. So please picture me smiling while writing this.

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