Mother Nature

As I walked through Mother Nature today, the ground is so dry. It won’t rain if we don’t start properly taking care of our land. It takes teamwork to be able to help Mother Nature to get back to good health.

Why must we focus on materialistic things? It is not important. What is important is, who you surround yourself with. Positive people bring positive moods. The knowledge of a happy, healthy, whole person is inside of us all.

I planted many seeds today and gave thanks as I did so. I prayed all day and danced. I ask that we stop hurting Mother Earth. When we don’t take care of the earth, we don’t take care of ourselves. Animals, plants, trees, vines, bushes, grass, herbs, fruits, vegetables. All those beautiful nutritous and healing plants.

It doesn’t have to be anything over the top. Even if you just water a couple plants a day. Water your grass because in order for rain to be here Mother Earth needs to stay hydrated. It is true that if we don’t start making positive changes, Mother earth will die and everything on it. Every living thing. Please, Please, Please I ask that we help our Mother Earth to be healthy and Strong. So that we all can Stay Healthy and Strong.

Stay Shining

Beautiful Souls

I see good things coming, I can feel it in my bones. My feet touching the earth as well as my hands. Most Wonderful feeling is mother nature. The senses all kick in. Grounding.

Grounding for me has so, so much to do with the earth we are living on. To give thanks to mother nature. I am so Thankful to have had as much experience that I have. I am going to help others not to sure how but I am and it has already started. My Journey continues every single day.

Yesterday I was blessed by children for the day. They brightened my eyes so much. I do miss my children so much. I Love them so, so much. As I know I am loved by others. I am Loved by god, I am loved by the creator, and I have learned to Love myself.

Don’t get me wrong, it is hard but so worth it being sober and clean. If I can better myself then I know for a fact you can too. You just have to look up. Up to the sky, see all that beauty that has been surrounding us our entire lives. Not Cars, Money, Clothes, Jewelery. The most inportant thing is surrounding yourself with all the beautiful souls on this earth and in heaven.

I do have to say to a Wonderful woman whom I haven’t really spoken too for a while but she has been in my thoughts. JG, I hope you can forgive me for causing any pain to you. I forgive you, we didn’t know any better when we were younger. You are Beautiful Inside and out just like every other human being on this planet.

You were and still are a big part of my life. Good and bad memories, it is all so, so, good. Thank you for the time, patience, and Love you showed me. Thank you for being you. Beautiful souls.

Every single person on this earth is and has so much beauty inside and out. Love you all.

Stay Shining

Circle Of Life

The cycle of life, is more than being born and dying. It is finding who you are as an individual. Living your Life in the best way possible. Love hard, Show kindness, Build Strength, Be Honest, Resilient, Respectful, Have integrity, Standards and Boundaries.

So, so important to know that it doesn’t have to be a bad life. You can make your life a good one by taking care of your mind, body, and soul. Positive affirmations are good. I am beautiful, Strong, Resilient, Honest, I am loved by others and I Love myself. I always do my best to stay kind, and Love unconditionally. Life is too short to waste on all negatives in this world.

If you take care of yourself you will see the biggest difference in your own mood, as I do mine. I still have bad days, just like today. I was all of a sudden Angry because of our people being kidnapped, killed. It breaks my heart. Also to add if anything was to ever happen to me, it was someone else who did it. I say this because I refuse to leave this lifetime by my own hands. “Suicide” I am adament to continue life without Alcohol and drugs.

Paranoia is definitely a withdrawl affect after quitting cold turkey. Probably shouldn’t have done that, I came to a point of death. It was a struggle to get through it but I am so Happy I had guidance to overcome the bad words. Good words are always better for sure.

Stay Shining

Who do you think you are?

I am so Angry! Why me? Keep asking myself the same questions over and over again. I am working so hard on my mental health. Trying to figure out who is the cause of all this pain. It sure isn’t me hurting myself.

Every Child Matters, No more stolen sisters. I placed my stone at the Zion church I prayed the entire Journey rolling my Boulder. Fingers were in pain, knees scraped up, feet are getting stronger. Sun burn galore. I am trying to hear you Creator. I pray and pray and pray. Please help me.

Give me the strength to overcome this pain to our people. Show me the way. I Love you, I Love me. I need guidance. Please answer me, help me. I thank you for all that you do and all that you are. I LOve you, we all Love you. Amen, Y^wako

I will work my but off to help my people and protect our lands. Who do you think you are? I know I am going to accomplish something amazing. Await for me outside your door. I shall spin three times and clap three times. You will repent, for if you do Not, God will not show you pitty, nor mercy. You will be sent to the dark world, everyone calls Hell. Leave my people alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is my last warning. I am Angry and I will get Justice. I WILL GET SALVATION FOR MY PEOPLE.

How do I know? Creator spoke to me and has shown me so so much. Don’t think you can hide from this. All the information I have is put in a safe place and if anything happens to me, you will suffer the consequences.

Creator give me the strength to help save my people from the “Mind Changers”. Guide me in the right direction. Give me the Courage to confront my fears. Knowledge me more so I fully understand. Y^wako

(Added) I wrote this in a hurt and angered state of mind. I apologise for that. I pray that I will be forgiven for allowing my weakness to get the best of me. I should have said.

I understand your in pain, we all are. Every single human on this planet is in pain. I can’t imagine how you may feel. I do know that you have the strength to overcome those “demons” in your head that tell you it’s a good thing to kidnap or murder people out of spite. I would never wish pain upon anyone. I know I get angry but this post was so good to release. I am staying positive. I hope you find the Love in your heart for yourself and others, no matter the level they are in life. You can be happy too, I promise. It is hard but we can all work together if we try and be mindful of others situations and feelings. I just know you will feel so much better if you confess to your wrong doings. Ask for forgiveness from your god you look up too. God Forgives and with Forgiveness comes Happiness. So state of mind has changed. I have calmed down. Interesting choice of words I used while being angry. Stay Kind to each other, smile, say hi, we all are human and we all have feelings, emotions. Like they say ” It takes a village to raise children”, so lets work together to teach our children how kind and Loving the world can be. No more hate. Peace and Love.

Stay Shining


I pray that you heal the wounded, the emotionally hurt people in this lifetime. I pray that you show them the light, to Love you, you shine so bright. I pray that the blinded see. I pray those who can’t walk, don’t walk alone. I pray that those who don’t believe will finally believe in you.

Forgive me for being lost, with the help of your disciples I was able to find the Love you have shown me from the moment I was in the womb. The protection, Love, Gratitude.

Forgive me for my sins. For I forgive myself. I didn’t understand but now I do. Thank you God. Amen

Stay Shining

A Doozy

It is Amazing how we trick ourselves into thinking something that isn’t true. Why I do this to myself is due to childhood trauma. Thats okay, God is with us all. Our paths are built because of him. I absolutely Love and Thank him for all he has done for me in my life. I wouldn’t be this strong without knowing that I have him.

Lack of sleep due to medication. Hahaha time for a doctors appointment. I have faith that God will protect me and guide me in the right direction. Love ❤

Stay Shining

Take it all from me just not my family

I will surrender for my family, friends, peers. Beautiful Souls you are! I am so, so tired. I am finally done. My purpose is almost complete. How dare you all Disrespect me like this? Lie to me. Make me feel like the crazy one.

You will mno longer take my people. You sick pieces of *shit! Suicide is what we all think. You are done!

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I know who you are. Interesting enough I thought I was going crazy. More than just one. I figured it out just took me a good bit to process. I was blind but now I see.

Stop being Scary and confront me. Say Hello. I won’t do anything unless you give me reason to. I know now and I want you to confess to your s**t. I am done being afraid. If something happens know that I will put up a fight. You obviously know me since you know I know. Hahahaha

Have a good day and don’t be scared.

Stay Shining