Risks

The amount of times I have risked everything in myself for other people. It is not a Horrible attribute to have. It can also be a Positive Attribute.

Hmmmm….. I will start with something that has been on my mind. I have facial hair. Oh, how that makes me feel.

I have always put my self image down in every aspect. A Positive thought would pop in my head, “you are beautiful”.

I would immediately switch that thought to I am not as beautiful as other women. I have scars, acne, facial, hair, wrinkles. Not to mention the weight I have put on over the years.

When am I going to be okay with how I look? I have No control over my image. I could do hurtful things to my body. I choose not to because I am what I would consider Beautiful, inside and out.

My facial hair is from having to get Steroid shots to Carry my children full term. It’s not that I have control over my hair on my body that grows.

What I can do is try to eliminate the hair. Plucking is my go to. In my thoughts, Shaving increases hair growth.

The scars on my face is from the acne that I would pick at. I wanted a clear face just like everyone else.

My wrinkles are obviously from getting older. Hahahah Absolutely no control on that either. There is so, so much good in us. We all need to Stop being so hard, mean, disrespectful towards ourselves. Wow that felt good. Hahaha

Stay Shining.

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