I was so “Lost” all my life. I knew, I was a nice person but I wasn’t “cool”. There were times I gave into peer pressure, I am human too. I wanted to impress others to like me.
It’s exhausting. I don’t like being a stranger to myself. So with the help of two very positive, people in my life. I was able to come out of the dark.
All stars are not the same size. The stars all are different. Humans are all different. Stars all shine bright. Humans can shine bright to, if we all stopped ignoring ourselves. Where is your self love? In order to Love another you must Love yourself. With that, you need to forgive yourself for the past. Forgive others for the past. Knowledge yourself with emotions. What they mean and why you feel that emotion. The deeper you go, the more you know about yourself.
The amount of times I have risked everything in myself for other people. It is not a Horrible attribute to have. It can also be a Positive Attribute.
Hmmmm….. I will start with something that has been on my mind. I have facial hair. Oh, how that makes me feel.
I have always put my self image down in every aspect. A Positive thought would pop in my head, “you are beautiful”.
I would immediately switch that thought to I am not as beautiful as other women. I have scars, acne, facial, hair, wrinkles. Not to mention the weight I have put on over the years.
When am I going to be okay with how I look? I have No control over my image. I could do hurtful things to my body. I choose not to because I am what I would consider Beautiful, inside and out.
My facial hair is from having to get Steroid shots to Carry my children full term. It’s not that I have control over my hair on my body that grows.
What I can do is try to eliminate the hair. Plucking is my go to. In my thoughts, Shaving increases hair growth.
The scars on my face is from the acne that I would pick at. I wanted a clear face just like everyone else.
My wrinkles are obviously from getting older. Hahahah Absolutely no control on that either. There is so, so much good in us. We all need to Stop being so hard, mean, disrespectful towards ourselves. Wow that felt good. Hahaha